I used to think that there was something great waiting for me. Not waiting exactly, which implies that it is just sitting there for the taking. This was more like able to be found, but requiring some seeking, some choosing, some sacrifice. And I was the one who was destined to rise to this challenge and embrace this greatness.
Just this evening, I have realized that I am not currently in the position to go on that hunt. I am tied down. I am committed. I am unable to jump when asked, go when called and seek that which is around the corner. I would guess that this is temporary and some day I will desire to seek again.
But for now, I've turned ordinary.
I am still trying to decide if I am ok with that for the time being. I'll get back to you.
